"Mucca, mucca, mucca"

I wanna sleep~

I overslept like an hour when I napped today..
Didn't sleep well last night.
Woke up terrible in the morning cause I felt short of breath and wanted to faint.
Doesn't help that my lecturer called out my name because I was sleeping.
I didn't care much lar. Cause I was really really unwell.
I don't sleep in class unless I absolutely can't help it.
I said sorry but I continued resting cause it was horrible.

Felt better after eating.
No. I did not starve myself. I had breakfast. But I swear I was about to faint on the way to get my 2nd breakfast.

ACP- Active Citizenship Project

Wanted to blog about it when I came home the other day..
But either blogger got problem or the problem is with me,
Blogger took AGES to load!
I got so annoyed and I gave up trying to blog.

Verdict after ACP:
1) I still haven't lost interest in kids.
2) My lilest brother is an angel o.O

My team comprising of me du-uh, Kah Meng, Jian, Terence, Charissa, Joel and Sara + Miss.Volunteer Shyuan decided to go visit Shelter 1 in Bukit Gasing as part of our need-to-complete-LLS-project-because-it-is-worth-20%

Planning the whole thing, meetings and all
Weren't much of a trouble lar
We enjoyed ourselves and everyone was really willing to participate.

So on the day itself (Saturday 27/10), we met and drove in 2 cars to Shelter 1.

And I was really really worried and stressed out because very-silly-billy me forgot to call Domino's (we planned a field trip there with the kiddos) to reconfirm and also forgot to call the home to remind them.

So I was OCD-ing all the way to Shelter Home worried about Domino's not ready for us I couldn't get through their bloody hotline and I don't have the branch's number -_-''
And you know what Himbo Terence said?
"Your boyfriend would be damn kesian wei,"
o.O
Hello? Not helping~
Yet, I agreelar. HEE!

We reached the Shelter Home earlier than the planned time which turned out to be a blessing.
ZOMG~
The kiddos have the shortest attention span ever.
LIKE SERIOUSLY~
What surprised me was I actually had the patience to deal with them. Weird~
The ice-breaking game didn't really catch their attention..
As a matter of fact, certain parts of the ACP were somewhat disorganized on our side.
However, I do not see it as our fault.
Why?
Because not all of us are born with kid-handling talent, and even if we do have the talent, working with these kids aren't easy.
I'm not blaming the kids either.
I'm just thinking that communication needs way more time lor.
Hee~

Highlights:
1) Everyone go to the Bukit Gasing Domino's branch, the manager there is SUPER UBER NICE!
We owe part of our project's success to her.

2) This 12 year old dude, who really had issues with me end up making me smile. He was really rude at the start. But he thought I was 14 (FOURTEEN) years old..and Terence is my 20 year old brother...MWEHEHEHHEHE! *happy happy*

3) All the kids said I resemble Sharpay from High School Musical o.O I'll take that as a compliment living in denial! cause I like her clothes..hmph~!

4) Kiddos nowadays are all bout "kisses", "who like who" and BGR..BORING~~~~

I'm not gonna elaborate more on the ACP project.
I need to write a whole report on it, not going to do it twice wei.

BUT!

I really really do wanna thank my team:
All of you did a WONDERFUL, FANTASTIC, GREAT & AWESOME job!
Thanks so much for putting up with my OCD, my procrastination as well as my need-to-be-improved leadership skills~
Thanks for even trusting me to be the team leader. HEE!!!

One part of my assignment is over.

Now it's 106 106!!!!
*nervous*

Wish me luck~!

Btw, "mucca" means "cow" in Italian,
Why so random?
PSY 103 inside joke with Ms.Winnee..HEE!!

~ It's Official...~

Yeap.

Official ddi.

I have a BF.








*ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

If you believed that, it's my pleasure to tell you, GO KNOCK YOUR HEAD ON THE NEAREST WALL!

Hee~!

That was funny even when I can't see your reactions and probably don't know what they are.

What's official then??

I'm leaving on a jet plane~
On my birthday....

Well, not exactly jet plane la...
Just your normal typical everyday bus..
And I am LEAVING on my birthday..
To Penang to attend a Play therapy workshop.

Yes. It's sucky.

And I deeply apologise to those I have mocked with sarcasm for leaving me on my birthday.
And also to those who already plan my birthday surprise I doubt I'll realli apologise for that lar..hee!

But for my future..
What to do????

Will be gone for 4 days..
16th to the 19th..
Just in time to celebrate your b'day Xian!! hee~

Will you people miss me??
I don't even know if I should bring my laptop....
Hrm~~~


Eh...
I got something to blog bout lar..
*think think think*

Goodness!
My sleeping time now is all upside-down, inside-out, haywired..
Everyday sleep at 2...
For some reason..I feel really awake after 11...and then I just go online and become wu liao..
Like last night..
I was so sick of reading journals I end up surfing the net for meaning of names -_-''
And doing quizzes..
Someone teman-ed me wu liao-ing while I teman-ed someone else with his list-sorting..
Hee!

Still got something I wanna blog lar..
Cannot remember!!

Blah!

*yawnz*

"And she's back~!~!~!"

FINALLY~~~

Been waiting for blogger to load the whole day!!!!

Not like my life is very interesting to blog about...but hey~
It's my life, my blog and I'll blog about it even in its boring-est days
Actually, I think we all blog more when we're bored o.O
You don't have to read it if you don't want to.
Me no force you.
*show tongue*

SHE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who she?

The lady who insists on using the word "snowperson" to avoid gender bias

The lady who performs fascinatingly at immitating sloths

The lady who never fails to come in to class and go "Question Number 1"

Ms. Winnee IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!

Whee~!~!~!~!!

Damn awesome lar her~
Even when I was so not in the college mood today also she makes me laugh.

But it means I can no longer sleep in class
And my referencing for my Lab Report will be cut throat
And I'll have damn many quizzes to sit which gets kinda sucky cause Research Methods and Human Cognition is two wwaaaaayyyy different subjects.
Sighz~

But owh well..
I'm still a very happy girl!
And I know someone who is a happier boi~
For goodness sake, you want to cheat also don't cheat in front of gf lar. Dungu~

Some people I tell you.
Girlfriend pujuk unhappy.
Best fried pujuk tak peduli.
Ms. Winnee come back never say anything to him, all emo gone.
Some people arh. Some people *tsk tsk*

And if up to this point you people still have no idea who is Ms.Winnee.
Shame on you~!
Refer to my May & June & July posts.
I remembr blogging bout her. More than once some more.

Happy things aside...

@^@*^(*^@@&!^@^&!^@&

Today was a horrible morning.
Bad enough I had 6 glasses of wine last night and the stupid over-pouring rain caused me to not get any sleep.
I woke up and drove in a jam!
I took like an hour to reach college. Usually it's 20 mins max.
Got car rosak lar
Traffic light rosak lar
Car accident lar

And no.
I'm not making this up.
It really happened.
Thank gawd it wasn't Ms.Winnee's class.
If not I would have to say buhbye to my 5%
Which reminds me.
I haven't done any experiment yet!!!
*lazy*

PSY 103 deadline postponed to Dec 1st...YAY!
But got replacement class on Saturday..Boooooo~
And PSY 106 not started...BooooOOOOO~
Even Memo not finished....BOOOOO!!

Owhkie
I think I should stop being anal now.

WORK WORK WORK~!

Anyone wanna meet me for 15 seconds to help me out with an experiment??
HEE!

*prances away*

"Mom....what meat is this???...................*VOMIT*"

OMFG!!

Ignore the fact that I just cursed....
Can't help it..
I..*vomit*....had...*vomit*....frog's meat *VOMIT VOMIT BARF BARF*

EEEEEEEYYYYYYYYWWWWWWW!!!

Even thinking of it makes me barf..

You see...I had a 10 course dinner today..
Some association dinner lar..
It was suppose to start 7.30 sharp *pooh*
But yea...waited until 8.30 only they brought out the first dish...
We were all practically dying of hunger...so when it came...STRIKE!
It's the 5 seasons dish btw..
And I was eating this particular piece of meat....which had a super different texture from the chicken I thought it was....
At first I imagined the cooks being really good at making the chicken meat tender..
But it had funny bones shape too..
When I was halfway eating my 2nd piece..suddenly a thought struck my mind:
"My dear Evie, I don't think it's chicken you're eating"
And I asked my mum the question in my title..
The moment she didn't dare to answer me, I knew what meat was it..and spat it out on the spot and embarassed myself!
Lucky it wasn't some important meet-the-in-laws dinner if not I will die either way~

EEEYEEEWW!
NO MORE FROG'S MEAT!

Shish~~

And I feel fat now.
Hello?
10 courses dinner kie?
Don't play play.
Some dishes were enjoyable.
Some dishes could be better.
It was an supposedly authentic Foochow dinner btw.
But like I said, I know some dishes that could taste better.
Hey~ I'm half Foochow..I know my food~

I am so worn out....

Teman-ed someone at Starbucks last night till 2am..
DAMN AWESOME!
We should do that again!!
Hee~
Thanks for the Hazelnut Hot Chocolate and "teman-ing" me back home. Hee~
No, my mum didn't trust you or me. She just fell asleep and did not realise I wasn't home yet.
*ROFL*

Owh.
PEOPLE!!
Beware of the emo bug kie?!?!
It's like biting tons of people.
And when they're unhappy, I'm unhappy. Boohoo~

I went baby-sitting today!!

Which really drained my energy since I slept at like 3.30 last night.
Darn hotmail wouldn't let me send my message.
Blah~

Rachel and Suki are the 2 cutest girls ever!!
Although the emo and merajuk more than I do.
And yes I do merajuk alot. I even merajuk-ed at the dinner today cause I did not manage to do a chopstick trick. o.O

Lalalala~
I like baby-sitting lar.
But I need to have more sleep next time so I can layan their antics.
HEE!

I so so need to hit the gym.
But first..
I'll hit the bed.

NITEZ~!~!~!

'Why didn't we do Mood & Memory?!?!"

So the stress I tell you...

Why didn't we (referring to me & KM) love Ms.Winnee enough to do her favo topic on Mood & Memory for the PSY106 topic proposal????

Sigh sigh sigh~

I really hope our topic isn't going to get any complicated than it is...

It's due in 3 weeks like HELLLO?!?!

*dies*

Even more stressing is the fact that I realise how un-educated/un-informed I was about MY own future
Guess the talk with Dramatherapist yesterday helped ALOT
Even when the realisations were 3/4 of the reason I emo yesterday
1/4 of emo is cause I emo lar -_-''

Now I need to work on my darn MC100 memo
Which question in ambiguous/flexible/vague however you choose to interpret it lar
Did I mention how fake my CV was?? MWEHEHEHEHE!
For MC100 still not too bad..
For LLS101 is practically BULLPOO~

I'm awesome alright.

There was something I wanted to blog about.
But I really can't recall.
Maybe I'll be some kinda freak-ish blogger and blog few times a day until I can recall what I initially wanted to blog about.

Hrm.
Freak-ish blogger.
Sounds good to me!
Attack of the freak-ish PINK blogger.....*jeng jeng jeng jeng*!!!

HEE!!

Last note:
Someone & Hunnie, no more emo-emo/PMS-ing ddi lar.
Life's too short to emo-emo/PMS for too long!!!

HEE~~~

ladida~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

" I don't owe you 3 lemang-s my friend"

Aaaaahhh fooots~

I hate the once-a-month-must-emo idea
Shish ish~
Who's smart idea was it? Huh? HUH?!?

I am at my worst when all this happens.
The moodswings lar.
The tendency to dramatize lar.
The irrationality lar.
The moodswings lar.
The evil-ness, mean-ness, sadistic-ness all together lar.
The moodswings lar.
The sien-ness lar.
Owh.
And how can I forget?
The MOODSWINGS lar.
-_-''

If you people have realised, I'm pretty sure most of you with 5 senses intact and a heart would realise, that I have been mood-swinging alot.
You mean you haven't realise? Omigawd. You probably don't have a heart or your 5 senses have gone haywired then. <---- note the evil + mean +sadism
AAAARRRGGGHHHHH!
I don't mean it lar people.
I know all of you care and love me and have all your 5 senses + a heart. I hope.

But I still moodswing.

It happens owhkie!

Don't come telling me I can control it.
I wish I could yell at the damn hormones "You !&^@&^#@*&! weird thingies sent to make me suffer, chill would you?!?!"

But no, apparently that doesn't happen.
Neither does it work.
I have a gut feeling doing so will just garner strange looks from you people.
Or worse still, Hospital Bahagia becomes my permanent home. o.O

I don't want lar.................................................

My moodswings are really one of a kind I tell you.
They have no reasons.
They come at the weirdest hours.
They kill me. -_-''

Thank heavens that this is a long weekend where I don't need to meet many people.
I really don't wish to blow up like a volcano. Lava strewn everywhere is one thing, icky fatty tissues are another.

AAAARRRGGHHH!!

BOOHOO!!!

*emo*

*emo*

No. I'm not following the footsteps/copying someone.
He's just in touch with his feminine side.

Whereas I am BORN feminine owhkie.

Shucks~

*pouts*

OWH OWH!
Did you know PMS = Pouting Me Session?
Well, now you know since I told you and all.
But yea, I have a tendency to pout for no reason all the time, pulling my pudgy face into a long sulky look when I PMS.
Don't worry.
I refrain from doing it in front of people.
It's so ugly it would scare lil kids away and no I don't want to win and Halloween-costume-champion!!

SSSSHHHHHEEEEEESSSHHH!

I am pissed now.
For no reason whatsoever.
And saying it in my blog which is public and accesible to anyone who has Internet,
I sound like a bloody attention seeker and I make my blog look bad.

GGGGGRRR!!
GRR!!!

If you think I need help, you're wrong.
Unless you can fast-forward time or something like that lar.

I don't like this.
I don't like this.

Miserable-nye~

"It bursted out of my trousers!! NNooOOooOOO~!"

MID SEMS OVER!!!!

WHOOOOOT~

*prances around*

*falls down cause too fat so unbalanced*
See my title??
I find buka puasa buffets annoyingly satisfying.
I can't help it.
I love variety.
Food and guys alike *wink*
But hor but hor

I go to the dinner looking so "slim" and "hot" in my black slacks
I come back with the extra tyres hanging out of my trousers
O.O
DON'T LIKE!!!

I'm gonna start starving myself.
*ROFL*
You actually believed that?
So not my friend.
This pink tamagotchi will die without food.
Sick like drug addict also will never lose appetite.
Explains why I can never lose weight.
OWH YEA~

Today I nice mood.Cause exam over.
Procrastinate also feel less guilty.

Gosh. My syntax got issues lar. Hee~
So I post the nature and nurture of my attitude on LOVE.
*squeals*
Aren't you people excited?????
I know you are! *rolls eyes*

Nature

The whole world is intoxicated by your bewitching perfume, your silken scarves and your glamorous accessories. Everybody is in awe of your appearance. And you, in turn, are in awe of how adoring your admirers are. You do so love to please. Some think of you as the silent type, but you can be very talkative when there is something important to say.
(I don't use perfume. Apalar~ I don't have adoring admirers to leave me in awe. Yes. I love pleasing you. YES I'M SILENT! MWEHEHEHEHE)

Rather than pushing up the thermostat a few degrees, you'll wrap yourself in sable and curl up with a good lover. You are famous for demanding exclusive rights on your mate while blithely maintaining your own busy private life on the side. Security is your all time favorite happiness-provider. Marry up with a resourceful Rooster or a stabilizing Ox. The first two parts of your life will be hectic and nerve-racking, but old age becomes you. Enjoy it.
(MWEHEHEEH! I'm such a mean gf. Hi Mr.Rooster! Yoohoo Mr.Ox! Where you?? I think these people are at least 5 years++ older than me...of course lar stable & resourceful!! -_-'')

A profound stillness of spirit inhabits you. This quality is silent, yet never somber or sullen. Your brand of quiet is icy cool. You compound unruffled dignity with exceptional physical beauty. Your sinuous manner and graceful gait inspire more than just admiration: people don't just gape curiously at you. They fall madly, passionately and irrevocably in love with you at first sight! (Ooo~ Me ice queen eh? Err...the bold sentence is so O.O)

Any learned Chinese will tell you that Snakes have always been the mainline seducers of the human race. Once you understand the difference between yourself and the rest of us, you will see that this is true. Masses of people are secretly, hopelessly in love with you. People who fall head over heels and cannot shake the passionate love they feel for someone are probably in love with some Snake - maybe even in love with you. You will be either the cause or the effect of many love affairs in your life.
(This is just WTF? wei. I mean...I DON'T SEDUCE OWHKAY~ And if anyone is secretly and hopelessly in love with me, do enlighten me. OR it serves you right to be suffering. MWEEHEHEH! But the last line is just awesome lar kan Stef?)

Nurture

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (*nods head furiously* I agree I agree!)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (*clap clap* Now, would SOMEONE believe I am not living in denial already?)

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
(AWESOME! *jumps up*. Again, believe me now SOMEONE?)

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
(o.O So not true. Far from sweet and proper? HEE! And no, guys don't fall for girls like me)

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
(Careful = party-pooper. I'm too shy and quiet!! Oops?)

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking
(I think I pay a lot attention to what people think lor. I think. sheesh~)

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. (Oh owh~ But it's so true!!! Now Ican see that SOMEONE smirking ddi...grr~ My standards not high kie?? REALLY!!!!! This description is just so me lar~)

You love fair relationship with your boyfriends. You like a simple wedding. It can merely be cohabitation without wedding, or you live separately with your husband. Despite all these, you will still have a good time together until you become a grandmother or a grandfather. Then, you are still good friends who always living the rest of your life together.
(OMIGAWD~ I never imagined cohabitating the rest of my life. And so we stay good friends? o.O?)

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world. He does what he wants when he feels like. His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk, go for this guy
(I LOVE freedom but risk is not me. Bye bye wild & adventurous guy~)

The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around
(Evie the Ah Ma~ NICE~)

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?
You are like most others who take the middle track. Although you won't get over-worried, you are not too optimistic either. You overcome bad times after a while and patience will bring you happiness (I imagined myself going hysterical some more..eh. I'm calm owhkay?)

You only think about having affairs with another but you will never cheat on your loved one in real life. (WTF?!?!?! I will never cheat lar owhkie~)

Do you have a chance with the one you love?You have no confidence. You try to take chances but always miss them since you are too scared to really jump in and try. In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started.
(SOMEONE: Don't you dare go "HaH" at me. I DO MAKE EFFORTS TO MEET PEOPLE KIE. ish~)

Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. (Do I shut people up and take charge? I think I'm just calm kie~)

You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. (SEE~ I need to find Mr.Rare. Where you lar?)

A man with a sense of humor who often behaves unexpectedly will find you very interesting. (Owh really? Whoever who has a sense of humour start showing up now!)

You are scared of being cheated on by others and don't want to be disappointed. That's why you seem to be contented with unrequited love.
(-_-'' Who's not scared to be cheated on? But trust me when I say I know when it's time to quit waiting. I'm not that nice owhkie. To wait forever I mean. HEE~)

It is difficult for you to get deeply involved with someone. Most of your relationships border on being more than friends but less than being lovers. (Hrm..erm...hmm...urm..*embarassed* As much as i hate to admit this, I guess I have to say it's quite true? hee~ I still very >.<>

Congratulations!You are extremely attractive to the opposite sex. You are not only good looking but your personality is also charming in many ways.You know how to get along with people and can allocate your time well. You are always popular among the opposite sex.
(o.O O.o *ROFL* *LMAO* What the crap wei? But I am good looking lar..*wink*)

It would be very difficult for you to fall in love with someone. But when you love, honesty is your first priority. You are an emotional person. (Yea. I don't fall in love easily. Which is sucky, cause when I do, it just means I will have to kill myself to get out of it)

YOUR LOVEIf you are a gay or lesbo, sorry it's not the real you! Did you notice that you are a "hot target" among the opposite sex? You can easily attract the opposite sex. Basically you are a very popular person, so many people like to chat with you.
(*ROFLLMAO* Hot target?? What the heck? Crappy!)

Lovable, you are a typical little sister/brother in the eyes of the opposite sex. You are dependent and have few of your own opinions. Among all types, you are the type that favors marriage most. You can take every opportunity to attract people's attention as well.
(I sound SO like an attention-seeker kie. Rosak image~ If all guys see me as a sister, yet are hopelessly in love with me, are you people trying to encourage incest? MWEHEHEH)

The first impression you give to the opposite sex is that of vulnerability. This may account for the reason why others are eager to offer you protection and security. It is suggested that you wear clean and tidy clothes to get more popular. (Vulnerability?!? *pooh* I don't think any one of you sees me that way. Neither is the part of offering protection/security making any sense)

You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature. ( Unless I am at the extreme desperation, edge of dying and losing my sanity, I won't confront)

You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
(I am not lonely when I'm not in love. So degrading me I tell you~ Yes. Once again, I worry what you think about me.)

You like??
So interesting right?
I had the times of my live laughing at those especially funny crappy ones! Hot target o.O

I know it's wordy at all.
But it's all worth it kan?
To understand eVie even more..
AAWWWWHHHH~

I just got this from Sammie~

The December Baby (whose picture is a smoking baby -_-'') ( I agree VS Bullshit )

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months!
Loyal and generous.
Patriotic.
Competitive in everything.
Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious.
Influential in organizations.
Fun to be with.
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision,yet complicated to know.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive.
Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental.
Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind.
Talkative.
Daydreamer.
Friendly .
Knows how to make friends.
Abiding.
Able to show character.
one guy/girl kind of person.
Loveable.
Easily hurt.
Prone to getting colds.
loves music.


I need to sleep la.
Send me the Sandman please~